urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac Edgar Camago kros50ver@aol.com Edgar Camago 2003-02-28T04:28:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:6720 2003-02-28T04:28:43Z 2003-02-28T04:28:43Z like the subject says... im back to 'basics'...<br /><br />crap.. im so emo right now, i could eat chocolate and cry. my tears would taste like salty chocolate... ewww..<br /><br /><br />tell me to cheer up.<br />yeah.<br />please.<br /><br />PLEASE. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:6634 2003-02-17T07:02:58Z 2003-02-17T07:02:58Z yeah, its sunday.. what a day.<br /><br />anyway, wrote this song in the philippines, thought i would share it with you fine folks.<br /><br /><br />***Let's Pray***<br /><br />I wish the air was cleaner<br />so you and me could breathe "her"<br />in... Oh, in....<br /><br />And I hope good Fortune, Lady Luck, Your Majesty<br />will finally let me finally be<br />free... and happy....<br /><br />and toss my insecurities <br />on to other seas<br />I wrote a message in a bottle...for no one to read....<br /><br />unopened for all time<br />so no one knows how hard I tried<br />and how unhappy, I was at one point in life<br /><br />---chorus---<br />I miss you like no other girl<br />lets hold each others' word<br />in each others hands and PRAY<br />that you and me... will stay this way.<br />---chorus---<br /><br />And there you are just waiting waiting<br />it's cold you're shaking, this heat here bakes me<br />and the brohans beg me... so I will come home<br /><br />To kiss, hold, and caress you<br />wrap my arms around your waste<br />press my lips against your neck (oh what the heck...)<br /><br />lets go one extra measure<br />someone go get me a feather (quill)<br />so I can write these next couple lines<br /><br />And we'll sing a second time<br />that funky love-y dove-y rhyme<br />its called the chorus guys...<br /><br />---chorus---<br />I miss you like no other girl<br />lets hold each others' word<br />in each others hands and PRAY<br />that you and me... will stay this way.<br />---chorus---<br /><br />---instrumental---<br /><br />I miss you like no other girl<br />you're way across the world<br />thirteen hours of plane trip, but I won't trip<br />I'll get a grip, and make things work out.<br /><br />I miss you like no other<br />can't wait to call each other<br />each other's strawberry shortcake, cause I miss your beautiful face<br />the way you taste, the way you made me chase... your heart around<br /><br />I miss you like no other<br />can't wait to call each other<br />up.. and hang out, a' hang out... or maybe make out.<br />and if that works out (for you), then that's what we'll do.<br /><br />I miss you like no other girl<br />I miss you like no other girl<br />I said I love you more than any girl<br />let's hold each others world<br />in each others hands and PRAY<br />that you and me... will stay this way. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:6160 2003-02-16T07:32:07Z 2003-02-16T07:32:07Z read the subject kids.<br /><br />ummm, im bored. really bored.<br /><br />and sleepy.<br /><br />3 days, 10 hours of sleep. whoo. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:5897 2003-02-09T20:51:28Z 2003-02-09T20:51:28Z im home!<br /><br />um yeah.<br /><br />dizzy still... plane trip hurt... 14 hours... oodafefsdfa sdf.<br /><br />dizzy.<br /><br />later kids. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:5867 2003-01-30T10:31:25Z 2003-01-30T10:31:25Z hey im in the philippines! been here about 5 days now... things are great and stuff.. yeah<br /><br />anyway, im just letting the journal know that im alive. lol<br />later guys urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:5522 2003-01-23T05:43:59Z 2003-01-23T05:43:59Z this might be my last post for like 2 weeks and a half... unless i find a computer there with internet, u wont be seeing me around these parks for awhile..<br /><br />anyway, say goodbye to me and make me feel good about leaving. peace fellas. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:5336 2003-01-22T05:49:16Z 2003-01-22T05:49:16Z im so freakin happy because finally i have a girl to call my own or whatever you want to call it. <br />im so freakin sad because i have to leave to go to the philippines on thursday... <br />holy crap..............<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />asdfadfaeafe.<br /> -ed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:4915 2003-01-21T23:10:23Z 2003-01-21T23:10:23Z so yeah i guess finally.. i can be happy<br /><br />the only thing is....<br />i dont think my parents approve of her too much... CRAP.<br />i got some major work to do.<br /><br />peace kids. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:4826 2003-01-21T06:25:09Z 2003-01-21T06:25:09Z im sleepier than you. no seriously. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:4494 2003-01-20T22:31:17Z 2003-01-20T22:31:17Z so hmmm.. i still dont know what's going on..... lol. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:4159 2003-01-19T23:40:41Z 2003-01-19T23:40:41Z well, last night i confess to her and stuff, and yeah we cuddle for a long time and i feel like im in heaven. We say goodnight and i peck her and she pecks me back....<br />she tells me that she has considered 'getting with me' before, so it makes me happy.. i go home.<br /><br />and then---<br />well so i see 'her' today when i stop by work... and we talk and get along and what not right?? then she walks me back to my car, and i tell her... "well obviously i like you alot.. how do you feel about me?" and she doesnt answer right away.. she said she cant answer in a matter of minutes (because i had to go home right away) so im like ok. She thinks its cute and whatever./. but yeah, i dunno what im writing.. anyway i have to go back to work and ill see what the hell is going on.<br /><br />shit, lol<br /><br />anyway, wish me luck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:3861 2003-01-19T06:41:32Z 2003-01-19T06:41:32Z ahhh, a girl i like, likes me, and um, im FREAKIN HAPPY. yay, i can't even breathe right or something, lol. Finally, i dont have to listen to dashboard anymore... FINALLY. this is too good to be true or something,... somebody pinch me. Anyway, this day freakin rocked... I LOVE MY LIFE... .hehe.<br /><br /><br />later kids. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:3806 2003-01-17T07:59:55Z 2003-01-17T07:59:55Z legs are soooo sore. oh man. lol<br /><br />im tired, gonna go to bed soon, but i thought i should write about what im feelin inside really quick.<br /><br />so yeah.. like 2 days ago i played songs for a girl... and these songs were FOR a girl. i was going against a great rule a friend steve once taught me... "NEVER.. i say NEVER, write a song FOR a girl... you can write a song ABOUT a girl,... but NOT FOR"<br />. thats understood but.. i dunno.... its like the tatoo thing... dont get a tatoo of a name.. that's just moronic. i guess. too bad i just tatooed myself everywhere. shit. lol<br /><br />so yeah, i broke that rule, but it looks like it was worth breaking... at least so far it seems to be that way.heh<br /><br />anyway, im really tired as you will notice from the lack of grammatical consideration and or punctuatino problemos or somethin.<br /><br />later fellas.<br /><br /><br />"im glad im not asian... i think that if i was, i would take TOO much advantage of being one. i would feel too superior to others and shun those stupider than me... which would be everyone."<br /> - s irwin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:3332 2003-01-15T06:12:33Z 2003-01-15T06:12:33Z i leave to go to the philippines in like 9 days i think... oh man, i dunno if im excited...<br /><br />anyway i wrote (another) song<br /><br />its called...<br /><br />I BUILD, YOU BREAK<br /><br />It took five years and a half to build this bridge<br /> and imma' tear it down<br />watch the blocks of stone fall from the sky<br /> as they hurl on by<br />and fall into the ocean of discord<br /> as i strum on these chords<br />as i strum on these chords..........<br /><br /> whatever it takes<br /> though you may break<br /> throw your friendship away<br /> come what may<br /><br /> she looks familiar did i know her from past<br /> or did i see her in some stupid dream<br /> and should i get her? let me see a show of hands.<br /> this feels familiar playing with each others hands<br /> feels so familiar i bet no one understands<br /> what she planned, and what you plan. youre the same<br /> WHAT I BUILD, YOU BREAK<br /><br />it took seven years to get this thing on the road<br /> and we're near the town<br />but there's no one there and the inn is gone<br /> no place to sleep<br />so lean against my invisible shoulder<br /> cause i want your forbidden kiss<br />im so sick of this...<br /> so sick of this...<br /><br /> whatever it takes<br /> though you may break<br /> throw your friendship away<br /> come what may<br /><br /> she looks familiar did i know her from past?<br /> or did i see her in some stupid dream?<br /> and should i get her? let me see a show of hands.<br /> this feels familiar playing with each others hands<br /> feels so familiar i bet no one understands<br /> what she planned, and what you plan. youre the same<br /> WHAT I BUILD, YOU BREAK urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:3189 2003-01-12T07:50:26Z 2003-01-12T07:50:26Z work moved so slow today, slower than usual. i made like 5 songs in the past 7 or 8 days... im on a roll i guess.<br /><br />i made a really cheesy (but great) song about holidays.<br /><br />here are the words:<br /><br />HOLIDAYS<br />i wish you were my valentine<br />i wish you were my christmas present<br />and i wish you were my easter egg<br />you could be my clover for st. patricks day<br /><br />YOU MAKE ME WISH THAT EVERY DAY WAS A HOLIDAY...<br /><br />could we wear matching costumes on halloween?<br />can i stuff your turkey for thanksgiving?<br />and could i be your VP on presidents day<br />can i work for you on labor day.. hey hey<br /><br />YOU MAKE ME WISH THAT EVERY DAY WAS A HOLIDAY...<br /><br />even though we arent jewish...<br />i'd still like to light some candles with you<br />and even though we arent chinks...<br />i still think that having two newyears is cool<br /><br />we'll cry together about veterans...<br />and make memorials<br />we'll remember the fireworks under the tree<br />it'll be just you and me...<br /><br />YOU MAKE ME WISH THAT EVERY DAY WAS A HOLIDAY...<br /><br />ill miss you when i go away<br />ill write you letters, pass you postcards... from far away<br />and if you miss me, dont worry, ill be back before the 14th<br />and offer you a heart shaped smile<br />and half a pound wouldnt hurt...<br />and a single rose wouldnt hurt...<br />but what... would hurt??<br /><br />im hoping... that i am not<br />im hoping... that i am not.........<br />your april fool. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:3065 2003-01-07T05:46:45Z 2003-01-07T05:46:45Z school was boring. so what else is new? made a couple of quickies on the guitar, eh, thats all there is to do now that school has started. im tired of thinking about college. who cares now. lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:2801 2003-01-06T03:42:25Z 2003-01-06T03:42:25Z School starts tomorrow... man, i dont want to go... CRAP. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:2551 2003-01-05T23:09:36Z 2003-01-05T23:09:36Z this is great emo fun.<br />read it<br />**********<br />u seem like a tease. a big tease. oh you want me to explain?<br />look at all those "boyfriends" you have, and i bet the majority of them all like you<br />and i bet youve turned down just about all of them, or some of them havent fessed up yet<br />so go on and say it, just say that me and you, we're just friends.<br />or you can be the first girl to ever make me happy<br />because no one's ever done that.<br />basically, what im trying to say here i think is...<br />somewhere in the middle of all this crap, i fell for you.<br />shit.<br />**********<br />man, i cant believe i wrote that just now. too bad its the truth urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:2254 2003-01-03T20:39:57Z 2003-01-03T20:39:57Z no work today again... yay.... man, im tired. lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:1957 2003-01-02T06:44:55Z 2003-01-02T06:44:55Z <table width="300" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" border="0"><tr><td width="180"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Disorder</b></font></td><td width="120"><font face="arial" size="-1"><b>Rating</b></font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#paranoid">Paranoid</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#schizoid">Schizoid</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#schizotypal">Schizotypal</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#antisocial">Antisocial</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#borderline">Borderline</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#990099" face="arial" size="-1">Moderate</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#histrionic">Histrionic</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#narcissistic">Narcissistic</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">Very High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#avoidant">Avoidant</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#dependent">Dependent</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#cc0033" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td><font face="arial" size="-1"><a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html#obsessive">Obsessive-Compulsive</a>:</font></td><td><font color="#ff0000" face="arial" size="-1">High</font></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><font color="#000000" face="arial" size="-1"><br>-- <a href="http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv">Click Here To Take The Test</a> --</font></td></tr></table><br><br /><br />im freakin insane or something... LOL urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:1761 2003-01-01T23:23:54Z 2003-01-01T23:23:54Z oh man, its a new year i guess. lol. i hate new years... another waste of a year again. i didnt accomplish anything last year... oh well. ill just continue wasting other people's oxygen by breathing and such. thanks to steve for letting me get restocked or soemthing.<br /><br />peace. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:1313 2002-12-29T05:49:35Z 2002-12-29T05:49:35Z ive had work so many days in a row and im getting so tired of it, lol.<br />eh, i dont have much to write i think, so ill end soon. I may go to magic mountain or disneyland on monday, so i guess thats a plus, hehe. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:1124 2002-12-26T17:50:35Z 2002-12-26T17:50:35Z CC OST crap im pooped. lol. man, that was tiring, sucks that christmas is over. i got lots of money, a guitar, a FFX pocket watch (very cool), the muse muscle museum ep (2nd one), an flcl wall scroll (in addition to the poster), a mary-kate and ashley olsen poster (im a big fan, shut up), budokai (yesss, lol), some clothes, and some other stuff that i cant remember. it was coo. lots of friends came over, they had no where to spend christmas so they spent it here, so it was a good ol' time or somethin. anyway, im gonna go do something productive, like surf the internet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:980 2002-12-24T06:42:10Z 2002-12-24T06:42:10Z i feel like i have to post again... man, im soooo bored. Im still grounded and im only allowed to use the computer. man, i cant wait to get out of the house. My thoughts are becomming hazy and i keep thinking of weird things. I need to get out of this town. i think i need a gf kind of. man i am so gay. crap. im kind of stressin about college too... i seriously need to get a life. <br />ive been pondering if 5 years was too big of an age gap for people seeing each other, especially if you consider that one member is still a MINOR. crap, good thing im not seeing anyone that has a 5 year gap on me. yet... i feel like a little kid stuck with all these older people. Damn older people, i swear. Im not enjoying life very much lately. I feel like everything is on a different level than me. My cousin went somewhere without inviting me again... sheesh. ill never get out of these chains... the only bondage i like is the sexual kind, lol.<br /><br />my aunt, my cousin and her kid will be comming from the airport (from florida) any moment now... im not that excited, but i still havent seen this kid... hmm, she looks cute tho in the pictures. i think she's one year old, she's my god child. thats pretty cool i guess.<br /><br />eh, maybe i need sleep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:newbornamnesiac:652 2002-12-24T01:19:10Z 2002-12-24T01:19:10Z so yeah.. i wrote a lil portion of a soon to be finished song.<br />its called 5-year gap. it goes (something) like this:<br /><br />laying on my archetect's table<br />on top of all the unfinished drawings<br />they're of you, and stuff that makes you, you<br />and lately i still think its weird.<br />5 years is a gap thats a long time, (you learn alot)<br />that might be a bridge too far to cross <br />at such an early age.<br /><br />and im running a presidential race<br />where my vice president wants to take<br />all my spoils and victories<br />i want to keep. them all... you're all...<br /><br />Funny how i deny all that i know is true<br />until what i want comes walking into<br />my vice president making me jealous<br />too bad we might both lose this cam-pain (in the ass)<br />And my VP aint so VIP to me<br />and his VIP aint me, its her ya' see<br />oh shit...<br /><br />you wont say...<br />cuz you dont know....<br />and even if you did you would keep your mouth shut<br />your lid tight<br />to save us all.