Edgar Camago

back to basics...

kros50ver@aol.com — Fri, 28 Feb 2003 04:28:43 GMT

like the subject says... im back to 'basics'...

crap.. im so emo right now, i could eat chocolate and cry. my tears would taste like salty chocolate... ewww..

tell me to cheer up.
yeah.
please.

PLEASE.

sunday...

kros50ver@aol.com — Mon, 17 Feb 2003 07:02:58 GMT

yeah, its sunday.. what a day.

anyway, wrote this song in the philippines, thought i would share it with you fine folks.

***Let's Pray***

I wish the air was cleaner
so you and me could breathe "her"
in... Oh, in....

And I hope good Fortune, Lady Luck, Your Majesty
will finally let me finally be
free... and happy....

and toss my insecurities
on to other seas
I wrote a message in a bottle...for no one to read....

unopened for all time
so no one knows how hard I tried
and how unhappy, I was at one point in life

---chorus---
I miss you like no other girl
lets hold each others' word
in each others hands and PRAY
that you and me... will stay this way.
---chorus---

And there you are just waiting waiting
it's cold you're shaking, this heat here bakes me
and the brohans beg me... so I will come home

To kiss, hold, and caress you
wrap my arms around your waste
press my lips against your neck (oh what the heck...)

lets go one extra measure
someone go get me a feather (quill)
so I can write these next couple lines

And we'll sing a second time
that funky love-y dove-y rhyme
its called the chorus guys...

---chorus---
I miss you like no other girl
lets hold each others' word
in each others hands and PRAY
that you and me... will stay this way.
---chorus---

---instrumental---

I miss you like no other girl
you're way across the world
thirteen hours of plane trip, but I won't trip
I'll get a grip, and make things work out.

I miss you like no other
can't wait to call each other
each other's strawberry shortcake, cause I miss your beautiful face
the way you taste, the way you made me chase... your heart around

I miss you like no other
can't wait to call each other
up.. and hang out, a' hang out... or maybe make out.
and if that works out (for you), then that's what we'll do.

I miss you like no other girl
I miss you like no other girl
I said I love you more than any girl
let's hold each others world
in each others hands and PRAY
that you and me... will stay this way.

posting for the sake of posting

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 16 Feb 2003 07:32:07 GMT

read the subject kids.

ummm, im bored. really bored.

and sleepy.

3 days, 10 hours of sleep. whoo.

im home home home home... IM HOME.

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 09 Feb 2003 20:51:28 GMT

im home!

um yeah.

dizzy still... plane trip hurt... 14 hours... oodafefsdfa sdf.

dizzy.

later kids.

kros50ver@aol.com — Thu, 30 Jan 2003 10:31:25 GMT

hey im in the philippines! been here about 5 days now... things are great and stuff.. yeah

anyway, im just letting the journal know that im alive. lol
later guys

goodbye guys...

kros50ver@aol.com — Thu, 23 Jan 2003 05:43:59 GMT

this might be my last post for like 2 weeks and a half... unless i find a computer there with internet, u wont be seeing me around these parks for awhile..

anyway, say goodbye to me and make me feel good about leaving. peace fellas.

happy and sad.

kros50ver@aol.com — Wed, 22 Jan 2003 05:49:16 GMT

im so freakin happy because finally i have a girl to call my own or whatever you want to call it.
im so freakin sad because i have to leave to go to the philippines on thursday...
holy crap..............

asdfadfaeafe.
-ed.

FINALLY

kros50ver@aol.com — Tue, 21 Jan 2003 23:10:23 GMT

so yeah i guess finally.. i can be happy

the only thing is....
i dont think my parents approve of her too much... CRAP.
i got some major work to do.

peace kids.

...

kros50ver@aol.com — Tue, 21 Jan 2003 06:25:09 GMT

im sleepier than you. no seriously.

kros50ver@aol.com — Mon, 20 Jan 2003 22:31:17 GMT

so hmmm.. i still dont know what's going on..... lol.

i knew things were too good to be true...

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 19 Jan 2003 23:40:41 GMT

well, last night i confess to her and stuff, and yeah we cuddle for a long time and i feel like im in heaven. We say goodnight and i peck her and she pecks me back....
she tells me that she has considered 'getting with me' before, so it makes me happy.. i go home.

and then---
well so i see 'her' today when i stop by work... and we talk and get along and what not right?? then she walks me back to my car, and i tell her... "well obviously i like you alot.. how do you feel about me?" and she doesnt answer right away.. she said she cant answer in a matter of minutes (because i had to go home right away) so im like ok. She thinks its cute and whatever./. but yeah, i dunno what im writing.. anyway i have to go back to work and ill see what the hell is going on.

shit, lol

anyway, wish me luck

I AM SO FREAKIN HAPPY

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 19 Jan 2003 06:41:32 GMT

ahhh, a girl i like, likes me, and um, im FREAKIN HAPPY. yay, i can't even breathe right or something, lol. Finally, i dont have to listen to dashboard anymore... FINALLY. this is too good to be true or something,... somebody pinch me. Anyway, this day freakin rocked... I LOVE MY LIFE... .hehe.

later kids.

sleeeeepy. ^__^

kros50ver@aol.com — Fri, 17 Jan 2003 07:59:55 GMT

legs are soooo sore. oh man. lol

im tired, gonna go to bed soon, but i thought i should write about what im feelin inside really quick.

so yeah.. like 2 days ago i played songs for a girl... and these songs were FOR a girl. i was going against a great rule a friend steve once taught me... "NEVER.. i say NEVER, write a song FOR a girl... you can write a song ABOUT a girl,... but NOT FOR"
. thats understood but.. i dunno.... its like the tatoo thing... dont get a tatoo of a name.. that's just moronic. i guess. too bad i just tatooed myself everywhere. shit. lol

so yeah, i broke that rule, but it looks like it was worth breaking... at least so far it seems to be that way.heh

anyway, im really tired as you will notice from the lack of grammatical consideration and or punctuatino problemos or somethin.

later fellas.

"im glad im not asian... i think that if i was, i would take TOO much advantage of being one. i would feel too superior to others and shun those stupider than me... which would be everyone."
- s irwin

another day, another entry

kros50ver@aol.com — Wed, 15 Jan 2003 06:12:33 GMT

i leave to go to the philippines in like 9 days i think... oh man, i dunno if im excited...

anyway i wrote (another) song

its called...

I BUILD, YOU BREAK

It took five years and a half to build this bridge
and imma' tear it down
watch the blocks of stone fall from the sky
as they hurl on by
and fall into the ocean of discord
as i strum on these chords
as i strum on these chords..........

whatever it takes
though you may break
throw your friendship away
come what may

she looks familiar did i know her from past
or did i see her in some stupid dream
and should i get her? let me see a show of hands.
this feels familiar playing with each others hands
feels so familiar i bet no one understands
what she planned, and what you plan. youre the same
WHAT I BUILD, YOU BREAK

it took seven years to get this thing on the road
and we're near the town
but there's no one there and the inn is gone
no place to sleep
so lean against my invisible shoulder
cause i want your forbidden kiss
im so sick of this...
so sick of this...

whatever it takes
though you may break
throw your friendship away
come what may

she looks familiar did i know her from past?
or did i see her in some stupid dream?
and should i get her? let me see a show of hands.
this feels familiar playing with each others hands
feels so familiar i bet no one understands
what she planned, and what you plan. youre the same
WHAT I BUILD, YOU BREAK

another slow long day...

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 12 Jan 2003 07:50:26 GMT

work moved so slow today, slower than usual. i made like 5 songs in the past 7 or 8 days... im on a roll i guess.

i made a really cheesy (but great) song about holidays.

here are the words:

HOLIDAYS
i wish you were my valentine
i wish you were my christmas present
and i wish you were my easter egg
you could be my clover for st. patricks day

YOU MAKE ME WISH THAT EVERY DAY WAS A HOLIDAY...

could we wear matching costumes on halloween?
can i stuff your turkey for thanksgiving?
and could i be your VP on presidents day
can i work for you on labor day.. hey hey

YOU MAKE ME WISH THAT EVERY DAY WAS A HOLIDAY...

even though we arent jewish...
i'd still like to light some candles with you
and even though we arent chinks...
i still think that having two newyears is cool

we'll cry together about veterans...
and make memorials
we'll remember the fireworks under the tree
it'll be just you and me...

YOU MAKE ME WISH THAT EVERY DAY WAS A HOLIDAY...

ill miss you when i go away
ill write you letters, pass you postcards... from far away
and if you miss me, dont worry, ill be back before the 14th
and offer you a heart shaped smile
and half a pound wouldnt hurt...
and a single rose wouldnt hurt...
but what... would hurt??

im hoping... that i am not
im hoping... that i am not.........
your april fool.

long day.

kros50ver@aol.com — Tue, 07 Jan 2003 05:46:45 GMT

school was boring. so what else is new? made a couple of quickies on the guitar, eh, thats all there is to do now that school has started. im tired of thinking about college. who cares now. lol

NOOOOOOOooOoOoooo!!!

kros50ver@aol.com — Mon, 06 Jan 2003 03:42:25 GMT

School starts tomorrow... man, i dont want to go... CRAP.

LOL

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 05 Jan 2003 23:09:36 GMT

this is great emo fun.
read it
**********
u seem like a tease. a big tease. oh you want me to explain?
look at all those "boyfriends" you have, and i bet the majority of them all like you
and i bet youve turned down just about all of them, or some of them havent fessed up yet
so go on and say it, just say that me and you, we're just friends.
or you can be the first girl to ever make me happy
because no one's ever done that.
basically, what im trying to say here i think is...
somewhere in the middle of all this crap, i fell for you.
shit.
**********
man, i cant believe i wrote that just now. too bad its the truth

kros50ver@aol.com — Fri, 03 Jan 2003 20:39:57 GMT

no work today again... yay.... man, im tired. lol

holy crap...

kros50ver@aol.com — Thu, 02 Jan 2003 06:44:55 GMT

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Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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im freakin insane or something... LOL

a new year. a fucking new year.

kros50ver@aol.com — Wed, 01 Jan 2003 23:23:54 GMT

oh man, its a new year i guess. lol. i hate new years... another waste of a year again. i didnt accomplish anything last year... oh well. ill just continue wasting other people's oxygen by breathing and such. thanks to steve for letting me get restocked or soemthing.

peace.

tired...

kros50ver@aol.com — Sun, 29 Dec 2002 05:49:35 GMT

ive had work so many days in a row and im getting so tired of it, lol.
eh, i dont have much to write i think, so ill end soon. I may go to magic mountain or disneyland on monday, so i guess thats a plus, hehe.

christmas is over...

kros50ver@aol.com — Thu, 26 Dec 2002 17:50:35 GMT

crap im pooped. lol. man, that was tiring, sucks that christmas is over. i got lots of money, a guitar, a FFX pocket watch (very cool), the muse muscle museum ep (2nd one), an flcl wall scroll (in addition to the poster), a mary-kate and ashley olsen poster (im a big fan, shut up), budokai (yesss, lol), some clothes, and some other stuff that i cant remember. it was coo. lots of friends came over, they had no where to spend christmas so they spent it here, so it was a good ol' time or somethin. anyway, im gonna go do something productive, like surf the internet.

kros50ver@aol.com — Tue, 24 Dec 2002 06:42:10 GMT

i feel like i have to post again... man, im soooo bored. Im still grounded and im only allowed to use the computer. man, i cant wait to get out of the house. My thoughts are becomming hazy and i keep thinking of weird things. I need to get out of this town. i think i need a gf kind of. man i am so gay. crap. im kind of stressin about college too... i seriously need to get a life.
ive been pondering if 5 years was too big of an age gap for people seeing each other, especially if you consider that one member is still a MINOR. crap, good thing im not seeing anyone that has a 5 year gap on me. yet... i feel like a little kid stuck with all these older people. Damn older people, i swear. Im not enjoying life very much lately. I feel like everything is on a different level than me. My cousin went somewhere without inviting me again... sheesh. ill never get out of these chains... the only bondage i like is the sexual kind, lol.

my aunt, my cousin and her kid will be comming from the airport (from florida) any moment now... im not that excited, but i still havent seen this kid... hmm, she looks cute tho in the pictures. i think she's one year old, she's my god child. thats pretty cool i guess.

eh, maybe i need sleep.

kros50ver@aol.com — Tue, 24 Dec 2002 01:19:10 GMT

so yeah.. i wrote a lil portion of a soon to be finished song.
its called 5-year gap. it goes (something) like this:

laying on my archetect's table
on top of all the unfinished drawings
they're of you, and stuff that makes you, you
and lately i still think its weird.
5 years is a gap thats a long time, (you learn alot)
that might be a bridge too far to cross
at such an early age.

and im running a presidential race
where my vice president wants to take
all my spoils and victories
i want to keep. them all... you're all...

Funny how i deny all that i know is true
until what i want comes walking into
my vice president making me jealous
too bad we might both lose this cam-pain (in the ass)
And my VP aint so VIP to me
and his VIP aint me, its her ya' see
oh shit...

you wont say...
cuz you dont know....
and even if you did you would keep your mouth shut
your lid tight
to save us all.